I'm at Roscoe's...this is bad. In my defense, I haven't eaten anything but oatmeal ALL DAY LONG. I have starved myself so that I could partake in the amazingness that is Roscoe's without feeling unbearable guilt afterwards. I'm so excited!

THIS WEEK IS CRUCIAL...

So, at this point, I have reached a rather important milestone for my Insanity workouts. Two milestones, actually.

First, I usually give up on Insanity at the end of week two, but on one of my more aggressive bouts with Insanity, I persisted until the fourth day of the third week. So, here I am, embarking on my third week of Insanity, for only the second time in my life, and I am three days in. God has sent me a little challenge to see just how serious I am about this.

Today, my Omaha family is in town for a visit which makes it uber tempting to ditch my workouts until they leave and hang out with them. It would be logical, it would be understandable, it would even be permissible in certain circumstances. BUT, given my history with Insanity and the point that I am at now, I feel like it would be ill-advised. I'm serious this time. So, I went to their hotel when I got off work, said hi, and came home and did my workout. I have now completed the third day of the third week and I am so proud of myself.

I know it probably seems ridiculous to even put this much thought into it but the thing is, I know myself and it is so easy for me to fall off the wagon! If I skip even one scheduled workout, it could likely throw me off of my routine completely and just as quickly as I've progressed, I'll be back at square one. I have about 80 days until Niobrara and if I want to have a flat tummy I know one thing is certain...I GOTTA WORK!! Until next time!

INSANITY UPDATE!!! DAY 14

Day 1 Day 14

So today marks day 14 of my Insanity workout and I have quite a bit to report.

Not a total Betty but a vast improvement! Who knows that quote??

I only uploaded front facing images because there was a flash debacle and an unsightly pudge post breakfast that did not accurately depict the progress I've made:) Besides, the most noticeable difference is in my stomach.

First things, first! After two weeks of working out consistently, I finally feel like it is becoming a part of my routine. I actually enjoy the workouts and in a weird way, I look forward to them. That's the first time I have ever been able to say that. I can also feel major differences in myself. For starters, my clothes fit a little better these days and I have a lot more energy. Which is good cause I need every ounce of extra energy to get through any of the Insanity workouts. They're all still a major challenge but I find that I can get through the entire warm-up without stopping and the first circuit of every workout. For those of you who haven't see an Insanity DVD, there are 6 circuits (meaning groups of exercise) on each DVD. One circuit consists of 4 different exercises each last 30 seconds. Three of the four are high impact, high cardio and one is a recovery. After you complete a circuit you rest for 30 seconds and then repeat it. I think at some point this week I'll upload a video so you guys can see how Insanity is done!

Anyway, I have a few setbacks to report with the triumphs. Recently, I got into the habit of getting on the scale every single morning to track my weight loss. Anyone who has ever tried to lose an inch knows that this is a tremendously bad idea. I mean, TERRIBLE. Anyway, after I reported my big weight loss last week I got back on the scale Sunday morning and was back up five pounds. DEVASTATION!!! I actually cried a little to Wes about. He immediately explained to me that this happens to me every time I am about to start my period (TMI?) and that I shouldn't fret. So, what did I do? I FRETTED. BIG TIME. This is the last time I will ever mention what happened on Monday.

Grandma's Double Chocolate Cookies

Bagel w/butter and strawberry jam

Sprite
Nutter Butter
Several handfuls of almonds
Kettle Baked Chips
Several sticks of Almond and Dark Chocolate Biscotti

I mean, I was in full on "fuck it" mode. My logic? 'Well, I may as well eat what I want if I'm gonna just balloon up to my regular weight anyway!' This was such an epic fail I cringe even thinking about it. Anyway, I came home and told Wes about it cause I felt guilty about it. Obviously! He agreed that my behavior was ridiculous, though I should note that I refused to tell him what I actually ate (he's probably shaking his head right now) because I didn't want to see that look he gives me when I act like a kitchen raider at fat camp. And for the record, the KitKat didn't happen. TRUST ME! I thought about it. Ultimately though, I decided against it. Here's the ridiculous thing. To me, the KitKat would have been taking it tooooo far which is the equivalent of shaving your head completely bald and leaving a small patch of curls on the left side in the back and when people ask you why you left that bit of hair on you say 'Well, I didn't want to look ridiculous.' Yea, I'm absurd, I know. Don't judge me! So that was Monday.

Tuesday was better as was every other day this week. I managed to exercise six days in a row and maintain a relatively healthy diet. I have been eating at least 2 clementines a day for snack and eating an apple in the afternoon for energy instead of green tea and like I said, I feel really really good!

I have to say this, and Wes is gonna have a little mental freak out for what I am about to say but it needs to be said. Wes, I know how much you hate being acknowledged publicly, and though you're probably reading this alone, it'll make you uncomfortable anyway. Stop reading now :)

Wes has been absolutely AMAZING throughout this entire process. I mean, I don't ,know how many times I have cried or gotten frustrated or irritated and he just talks me through it and encourages me every single time. This week though, he took it to a new level. As you guys remember, he agreed to workout with me a few days a week. Well, he has been and having someone there to do it with me really encourages me to go further and push myself harder so I am so grateful. The thing that kind of blows me away though, and it shouldn't cause Wes is always such a sweetheart to me, is that he gets up in the morning and cooks my lunch for me so I don't have to worry about it. Egg whites and turkey bacon is what I've been eating every day this week cause it's what he eats. But he usually doesn't get up until after I am gone and everyday this week, he has gotten out of bed to cook for me so I can stick to my diet at work. 'And the best boyfriend of the year award goes to...WES TAYLOR!!!!!!!!' I love him and am so thankful that I've been so blessed. Enough of the sap fest though.

We have a date with Sean T's crazy self in about 3o minutes so I'm gonna get going. Thanks for reading, I know this was dissertation speed. Talk soon!

**No way I am proofreading this!

I WILL NEVER SMOKE AGAIN!

After 26 years and countless hours of self-reflection, I know a few things about myself. Like? You ask...

Like...
If, by some unfortunate decision I decide to be adventurous and take the trash out and there is trash can juice on the can, I might have a panic attack.

Like...
If I don't tie my hair down with a head scarf before Insanity, I may as well pack it in for the night cause I'm gonna look like Diana Ross (circa the Supreme days, though she stay with a fat fro) after a concert at an air-conditionless Apollo Theater in the middle of a heat wave in NYC.

Like...
I can bullshit my way through any Marketing project the day before it is due and still get a good grade because Marketing is second nature to me. (A toot of the horn? Why don't mind if I do.)

With that in mind, it doesn't take me long to learn new things about myself and store them away in my mental Rolodex. So, you ask, what have we stored in the mental Rolodex this week. I am NOT smoker.

Last night, I went out with my girls to a Hookah bar in Westwood and we had a total blast. I mean, I really great time. But here's the thing, within the first 45 seconds of my Insanity workout today, (Cardio Power and Resistance) I knew I was in serious trouble. My breath was short, my legs and arms felt like burlap sacks, holding my core tight was like trying to hold my breath altogether. I mean it was a total clusterfuck. (Excuse my language) I had to rewind the DVD several times because I realized I was watching more than I was exercising which is an epic fail. I was gasping for air like I had been water-boarded. All in all, I finished the workout but not without a gargantuan effort on my part and only because of sheer determination not be beaten by a freaking hookah. I will NE-VER smoke again!

I LOST WEIGHT!!!!!

I am proud to say that after a week of SUPER hard work doing Insanity, I LOST 6.4lbs!!!!!

Excited is an understatement! Here's the thing: I'm supposed to do the Cardio Recovery today but I am so empowered by this weight loss that I want to do Cardio Power and Resistance or Plyometric Cardio, you know. Something to really get my blood pumping. Something that will spur this whole thing along, you know!! We'll see! I'm going to post two week photos next week!

QUICK NOTE!

I just youtubed some Insanity videos and found a ton of people's before and after looks. I am really excited! I'm on day three which means I'm not too far in to start a little video blog. We'll see how this goes. I'll try to have one up by the weekend as well as a weight update! It's definitely good news though. I have certainly dropped some poundage!

TRADE UP!!

I just want to put you guys on notice that I have a lot to say tonight so please, feel free to grab some coffee and snuggle up. This post is novel length:)

I had a pretty good day today. I was supposed to do my Cardio Recovery workout today for Insanity but I ended up just doing Pure Cardio. At this point, I am trying to turn a really bad habit into a really good one. Typically, if I have a rough day or an emotional let down, I go for the Ben& Jerry's. Or a KitKat. Or a pizza. You understand. We've discussed my KitKat obsession. It is not okay. Anyway, I had a decent day at work today but I was feeling very stressed this morning which is when I turned to the chocolate chip cookies in the kitchen at the office. Tsk tsk. I know better. It happened yesterday too. I had a rough day at work and I felt like I needed something sweet to eat. Straight to the vending machine for a Nutter Butter (they were the least offensive to my diet).

The thing about emotional eating is that you start out with one thing, a cookies here, a few chips there, and before you know it, you're back into your old habits and bonbons while watching your soaps. FAIL. With that in mind, I am using the last two days as a learning experience. I've noticed that usually when I try to get in shape, I am always doing only one of the two things it takes. Either I am eating really well and not working out enough or I am killing myself with the workouts and eating like shit. Neither works.

Today, I tried something new. Even though I did emotional eating, I also did emotional working out. The reason I skipped my Cardio Recovery (which is squats and stretching) and went for the hard workout today is because I want to try to do emotional working out. I want to exchange a really bad habit for a good one. Doing this should help me reach my goal sooner and help me develop a healthier lifestyle altogether. So, despite my ridiculously sore legs I did Pure Cardio (Wes did it with me. Gotta love the support) and I feel really good. One day at a time, I know. I am slowly creating a better, healthier lifestyle. I'm really proud of myself!

**Sidenote- I'm not proofreading this!

I HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND...

But, I am tired and have a headache so it is a post for another time. Tomorrow, for sure. I completed day 2 of Inanity today (yesterday I felt like death over easy so I didn't quite make the workout) and it was GRUELING to say the least. Anyway it's done and I feel both relieved and a little freaked out. I have 58 more days of this.

Things I need to write about tomorrow:
1. Emotional Eating
2. Emotional Working Out (which is WAY better for my whole 'get in shape schtick)
3. Digging Deeper (Anyone who has seen an Insanity workout or Infomercial knows what I mean)
4. Sticking to the plan
5. Soreness that makes me wince when I sit down (people give me strange looks)

Until tomorrow guys!

INSANITY- DAY 1 COMPLETED

Today's workout was a bit of a tragedy but it's done. It was great having Wes do it with me. Who, by the way, is thinking of doing Insanity with me three times a week. I'll take it!! I'm so happy I did it though. I need to take my measurements though I don't know if I'd post them here. Eh, what the hell. I'll post them soon. Until next time!

RE-THINKING

So, after almost two full weeks of blogging something kind of important occurred to me. The initial idea for this blog came to me because I had never successfully completed Insanity. I suppose it is a memory I suppressed for two reasons. First: Insanity is an absolutely HORRIFIC workout. TERRIFYING! Second: My perms can't take that kind of sweat. Every night when I finish I look like a back up singer for the supremes or a Frederick Douglas doppleganger. It's not cute. Anyway, now that I've pulled this memory from the recesses of my mind, it occurs to me that it only makes sense to do it. I mean, really do it. Sixty days, six days a week, the most intense cardio of my life. After all, one of the main purposes of this entire project is to try to get in the best shape of my life, right? Right! So at the risk of my dignity, I am posting my before pictures and will update my pics every two weeks to mark my progress. I am embarking on what I know will be the most challenging eight weeks of my life and to be quite honest, I am petrified. Wes has promised to push me on the days I don't want to do it and be hard on me if I slack off which is exactly what I'm going to need to complete this. I have promised not to get angry with him when he pushes me and if I do, I promise to keep it to myself. As an added bonus, he has agreed to workout with me today which I am super excited about :) I'm trying to convince him to join me once a week. We'll see how this goes. Wish me luck!

P.S. Please don't judge my before pictures. It's the afters that count!



I told Wes after we took this that I wanted to re-take the first one cause I was making a weird face. He said, it doesn't matter, you're not trying to get your face in shape and then refused to take another picture! Gotta love him!

Please note that our bedroom is still clean and the bathroom is still spotless and I am proud!

THE BEFORE & AFTER OF OUR BEDROOM...

Which has been clean now for 2 days. YAY!

Before

I can't even begin to tell you what all of that crap is. Actually, I can. Ironing board, Perrier bottles, trash, papers and the biggest contributor to the mess...clothes, Clothes, CLOTHES!!! Anyway, it is completely clean now and the after pictures are faaaaantastic!

Now, let's hope we can keep it this way. I have been doing a pretty good job of hanging my clothes when I take them off, folding things, putting things back after I use them, etc. I'm working really hard to create good habits in this sixty days!

I'M BACK!!

So after a two day hiatus, countless hours of cleaning, too much homework, and eating 1/4 a cup of yogurtland, I AM BACK!! I've missed you guys!

This morning, I ate Special K Cereal for breakfast and I packed like 5 different protein bars for lunch though I am sure I won't want to eat any of them when the time comes. Eating healthy and sticking to it has proven much more difficult than I could have guessed and I have to say, this past week hasn't been a shining example of what I'd like the next 52 days to be like. I only worked out three times and my healthy eating suffered an almost fatal blow from an ahi tuna taco attack followed by a very unfortunate, yet extremely satisfying, run in with In & Out Burger!

Either way, it's a new week and I am ready to start clean. It seems like I do this whole starting over bit every couple days. This has to stop!

AND THE FINISHED PRODUCT...

I don't really know how I feel about the baskets yet, they may be taking a field trip back to Ross'. We'll see! I don't like how that period on Ross' is sticking out there like that! Hmph!

CLEANING MY BATHROOM JUST GOT REAL!!!

This is the most amazing bathroom cleaner I have ever used. I'm talking I sprayed it on and let it sit for about five minutes and when I started cleaning the soap scum just wiped right off. No scrubbing. No hardwork. No scolding my hands in hot water trying to get the grime out. None of that!! Well worth the $8.99.

Oh, and just in case you're having trouble seeing it, it's Scrubbing Bubbles Extend-A-CLean with an automatic spray gun for continuous spray. You can get yours from any local retailer and find out more information about their awesome bathroom stuff here!

Anyway, the tub is SPARKLING!!!

And look at this counter and mirror!

I.AM.THRILLED.

Wes keeps calling me a dork but I don't care. I don't mind cleaning when given the proper supplies!!

YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS IN ACTION!

Look how cool this thing is!!

Currently working on uploading video and pics of this bathroom cleaning process!

Also, if you'd like email notifications of when I update, leave a message in the comments and I'll add you to my list :)

I just figured out how to blog from my phone! YES! SuperSixties is mobile!

THIS is What my Bathroom Looks Like...FAIL!!

Project clean bathroom is under way!

I will upload a picture of it again once I have it all tidy and organized!!

Things I will NOT do while Wes is out of town.

1. Eat a Kitkat- We have been having a very secretive relationship for months and I have been cheating on Wes with them every time he's away. Sometimes multiple times a day. FAIL

2. Eat Ben & Jerry's- Cookies and Milk and Mint Chocolate Cookie are like the most amazing thing ever and I typically eat at LEAST one carton of ice cream while he is away.

NO

3. Skip my workout- If he's not here I usually don't do it.

4. Eat one of those sinfully delicious Red Velvet Cupcakes from Ralph's.

5. Eat fast food of any variety.

Things I WILL do while Wes is out of town.

1. Cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

2. Track my points.

YES

3. Workout

4. Homework

5. Clean

6. Be generally productive.

My workout starts in one hour. Getting ready now. So excited!

I come bearing...shame and sulk!

I ate. I drank. I did not workout. Such were the last two days of my life.

It all started on Thursday night at a friends birthday get together at this really amazing restaurant called Upper West in Santa Monica. See, they have these nefarious little ahi tuna tacos that do NOT fill you up so you have to eat them by the shit ton in order to feel like you ate anything at all. Then there was this bread pudding that was bites of euphoria on every fork. Then yesterday, I drank my weight in beer and various other spirits and ate a burger from In & Out. All this, while not working out is precisely the reason why I am up on a Saturday morning at 7am and have been since about 630. That, and I willfully broke a vow to God last night not to drink hard liquor during lent and I am clearly riddled with guilt. I repented but I still feel like shit :( I guess that's the great thing about God, he doesn't hold grudges! Either way, I am really sad about it. So, I'm awake this morning with renewed vigor and a rededicated focus on my goal. In about one hour, I will be at LA Fitness in Step Class working through this guilt hangover and getting my day started off on the right foot. I'm doing the other version of binging and purging. I am binging on positivity today and purging all the bad shit through my pours. It's time to sweat it out and I can't wait!

Also focusing on cleaning my room and doing my homework today but not until after I get this workout in.